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gothicangelred

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  • Deviant for 18 years
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Brazil
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Vivaldi
Favourite Books
History books
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Poe
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Quit gaming , Used to be Star Craft
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Acrylic , graphite , cheap camera
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Guitar, Motorcycles

No Answer

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I wonder? I will wonder. Nothing is solid, not my skill nor my talent.  Life is solid. Survival is solid . Where i lay to rest is my best. Not! Like the horrows of the past, but as a liver of the future. Will i wake and be? Sieze the day!!! Or !!!Or!!!!will i just give up-the loser i am-and say screw it. Death to one thought or a new dream creates another one? Does it really matter ? I ask so much. No answeewrs ever.
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A Wonderful Day

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A wonderful day! I'm 41 and still learning about myself-just when you think- you know someone. I give; all i got, even when the deck is stacked. How does the heart have to meet with the mind?, especially when times are tough.I asked  myself today,  When will this all end ? I never get an answer. But! through all the tough times-the struggle with myself-the adversity of others- I have no choice , other than seeking the truth. Is it the truth that bothers me or is it dealing with the truth that bothers me? I seek no more! A new philosophy has emerged in me. Just live! Live my life and worry no more.
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No Booze

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Welp, its been seven days since my last binge. Remarkably, its been easy - since i have avoided all my friends - not to blast myself into intoxication. On top of that, i've been meditating and believing in myself.  Me! Not drinking! Believing in myself!  Being a little more focused! Wow!!! - What a realization! As a matter of fact, why even dwell or loath on the subject. And  what is the subject at hand? Hmmm? - Oh! - I remember now. Avoiding my friends because they encourage drunkenness; because they are functional drunks - i'm not. What will i do? How can i keep avoidance up? I've used up all my excuses. Will i have to level with them? Will
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Thank you so much for the fav. :thanks:
Thanks for the fave!
Nobody nobody ! Ilive hre with Nobody, not even myself. What to do ? Shall i create?
Thank you Red :glomp: for the :+fav: on my [link]
hey RED woooow so glad to see you in deviant art my yahoo buddy! lol... remember me eh? :-? its liz....nanananana...nevermind...lol...welcome to DA ;)
Thank you fo rthe :+Fav: :glomp: on my [link]