Welp, its been seven days since my last binge. Remarkably, its been easy - since i have avoided all my friends - not to blast myself into intoxication. On top of that, i've been meditating and believing in myself. Me! Not drinking! Believing in myself! Being a little more focused! Wow!!! - What a realization! As a matter of fact, why even dwell or loath on the subject. And what is the subject at hand? Hmmm? - Oh! - I remember now. Avoiding my friends because they encourage drunkenness; because they are functional drunks - i'm not. What will i do? How can i keep avoidance up? I've used up all my excuses. Will i have to level with them? Will